Squeakys Cauldron Podcasts

Growing up leaves its mark. It doesn’t matter if your parents were A+ top-notch, or bottom of the barrel omg-what-the-hell; either way, they left a mark. Those marks can hurt. A lot. And they’re not the end of the story. You don’t have to constantly carry around the wounds of your childhood—and the stories attached to them—just because they happene…

1,000 subscribers! I’m so excited by the home I’ve found on YouTube—it really feels like a place I can settle in for the long haul. Thank you to all my supporters, old and new! I love you, and your feedback is one of the rocket fuels that keeps me going. ❤️ In this video I share a dream about Hekate 🗝️ that I felt moved to pass along to all of you,…

If honesty is so important, why is it so damn hard? Well, we could spend a week unpacking that, but in short: fear. Being honest is scary. It puts you way out in vulnerable territory, because if you're honest about something—like what you need—and you get rejected, it can cut right to the quick. And yet…when you’re not honest, there’s no chance you…

Join me on a guided meditation into Hekate’s cave, where you will connect with Hekate and her key of honesty. Honesty is a foundational practice in bad-ass witchery, and this meditation helps get you in touch with your truest truth—that which is inside you yearning to be known to the world. This meditation is designed to work hand-in-hand with the …

So, you bought a new Tarot or oracle deck? It’s shiny and beautiful and you love it…but, something feels a little off. Maybe there’s a sense of disconnection, or distance, that you’re not used to with your other decks. Or maybe this is your first deck, and you're trying to figure out what the heck to do with it. Never fear, Squeaky is here! The too…

What’s up, lovelies! It’s been a little while, and here’s a whole episode on what I’ve been up to! There’s been a lot of processing, upheaval, and new things coming through in my life. Mostly good, some stressful, all growth-oriented. I’m grateful for all the high-sensation stuff coming through aaaaand cognisant of having needed the time to breathe…

Most of us have been told all our lives that we can’t trust this area of the human experience. It’s something that can’t really be measured, and only works when there’s a level of believing it works—otherwise the channels get all constricted. So, it’s really difficult—and ultimately fruitless—to try to ‘convince’ someone who isn’t already open to t…

You’re already psychic! And this meditation can help you connect with the psychic abilities already swimming around your beautiful body, and with Hekate and her energetic support for those abilities. Step into Hekate’s cave, and receive the Key of Vision. Stay safe out there, loves, and Use Your Voice. Xx Please subscribe, rate, and review on whate…

The theory and practice of Existential Kink, as laid out by Carolyn Elliot in her amazing book by the same name, has changed my life. Both how I view things, and how I operate. It’s a juicy, taboo, delicious way of working with the shadow. I’ve been so impressed and moved by this work that I’m starting coaching training in EK in just a few days! Ch…

Many of us have been taught that having desires somehow makes us wrong or dangerous. That going after what are soul yearns for means that we’re betraying someone—family, culture, loved ones. Even God. But where does desire come from, if not from Spirit? In order to draw closer to Divinity—to Hekate—you have to honor and follow your soul’s desires. …

Many of us have been taught that having desires somehow makes us wrong or dangerous. That going after what are soul yearns for means that we’re betraying someone—family, culture, loved ones. Even God. But where does desire come from, if not from Spirit? In order to draw closer to Divinity—to Hekate—you have to honor and follow your soul’s desires. …

Part Two of the Shadow Work seies! If you haven’t already, be are to check out part one for info on what the shadow is, the benefits of shadow work, and a little word of caution when taking on this process. This episode takes you into three shadow work practices designed to help you meet your shadow. These are great for beginning shadow work, and s…

Access Hekate’s Key of Courage with this deep meditation. Journey to Hekate’s Cave, and accept this key to help you navigate situations which bring up fear and anxiety. This meditation will help you find a sense of peace and resolve around any situation or event you’re facing which makes you freeze in your tracks. Know that you have the courage, as…

Fear is an inescapable truth of life. But it doesn’t have to RULE your life. Dive into Hekate’s Key of Courage, which unlocks the Gate of Fear—and a bigger, more beautiful life. Stay safe out there, loves, and Use Your Voice. Xx Please subscribe, rate, and review on whatever podcast app you use, or on YouTube! Interested in working with me? I’m now…

There’s not a person alive who hasn’t felt the effects of their shadow. It’s that part of you that you’ve swept under the rug or shoved in the back of the closet because it’s either “too much” or “not enough”. Not sweet enough. Too talkative. Not smart enough. Too bookish. Not engaging enough. Too boy crazy. It can be literally anything, because it…

We have power over many things in our lives, but there are many more that are out of our control. The desire to change the things outside our scope is a powerful one, and it can lead us down some very destructive paths. This meditation, designed to go along with the episode on Hekate’s Key of Acceptance, will help you access your own ability to acc…

Be honest—how much time have you spent trying to change someone else’s behaviour? How much energy have you put into wishing something in the past unfolded differently? You’re not alone. I’ve spent way more of my resources than I’d like to admit trying to exert power over something that 100% was not mine to control. All the while neglecting the thin…

You don’t need sage. I’ll repeat: You. Don’t. Need. Sage. “How the hell am I supposed to cleanse myself/my space/my tools?” you (didn’t) ask. Never fear! I’ll tell you anyway! Cleansing is a super basic witchy practice, and in this video I’ll share a multitude of ways you can cleanse without using sage, and many without using smoke at all! (I see y…

In order to get quiet enough to hear yourself, and to hear Spirit, you have to find a space of solitude. It’s not the same as loneliness, but more intentionally choosing to be alone for a time. This meditation will guide you into Hekate’s cave, where you will receive the Key of Solitude and find your way to the home inside yourself. It’s a beautifu…

Hekate revels in the power of solitude. When you know how to be alone, and are not only comfortable with your own company but ****love**** it, then you get access to your deepest powers. By unlocking the gate of overwhelm with the key of solitude, you start to see magick unfold all around you. Stay safe out there, loves, and Use Your Voice. Xx Refe…

I’ve been traveling for nearly a year and a half now, and essentially houseless for another year on top of that. The one thing that has helped me stay grounded is the process of finding, renovating, and up keeping a home within myself. This home withstands the vagaries of relationships, living situations, jobs, even health ordeals. It is a sense of…

What we do in the invisible manifests in the visible. This meditation will bring you into Hekate’s cave where she will give you the Key of Connection. This Key will both remind you of and tap you into the connections that already exist in your life. None of us operate in this world truly alone, and though the connections we have may be difficult at…

#Hekate #loneliness #connections Being alone, and being lonely, are different experiences. One gives us space for contemplation and receptivity, while the other can shut us down and breed fear, hurt, and pain. It has helped me so much to think of Hekate’s keys as being ways to open gates, personifying difficulties I’ve encountered along my journey.…

Hello Lovelies, and welcome back to the Cauldron! Have you ever felt disenchanted with your enchantments? Like your spells are just spelled wrong? It happens to all of us at some point or another: we did the working, all the right things were in place, and then… …nothing. What happened? In this video I cover five reasons why the magick just isn’t f…

Hello Lovelies, and welcome back to the Cauldron! Get acquainted with Hekate and her keys firsthand in this beautiful meditation. This is designed to accompany the episode I released overviewing an in depth exploration we’ll be going on with Hekate, examining her keys, how to connect with them, how to use them, and how to develop your own jingly-ja…

Hello Lovelies, and welcome back to the Cauldron! This is the first episode in a series diving into Hekate’s keys. The format of this series is based on the prayer to Hekate I have used in other episodes on the Queen of Witches. In today’s ep we do a quick refresher on Hekate, what the prayer is, how we’ll be looking at the Keys, and what you can l…

Hello Lovelies, and welcome back to the Cauldron! This is a super yummy episode today. At the core of my spiritual practice, and spiritual traditions the world over, is that we are created in the likeness of God. The language we wrap around that idea varies, but the idea remains: God is in us, through us, and we, like drops of water in an ocean, ar…

Hello Lovelies, and welcome back to the Cauldron! Are you feeling stifled or stuck in your life? Like the juice just isn’t flowing the way you want it to? Check out this meditation for accessing your creator connection. I lead you through a progressive relaxation, then a visualization for tapping into that Source energy that connects us all to one …

Hello Lovelies, and welcome back to the Cauldron! In this episode we’re exploring astral projection! This one was an offshoot of a viewer request. Thank you Dolly! Tune in to learn about what astral projection is, a few different ways to approach the practice, and a handful of tips to make your travels more effective and expansive. This is a topic …

Hello Lovelies, and welcome back to the Cauldron! I’ve got a very special meditation for you all today! Hekate has many epithets. In this meditation we focus on four: Agriope, Damnodamia, Katakampsypsaychenos, and Lochias. These epithets are perfect for times when anger and even rage are the appropriate responses to life and world situations. Rage …

Hekate is a supportive goddess for so many aspects and experiences of our lives, and she is familiar with rage. These epithets will help you tap into Her supportive power when you’re feeling powerless, defeated, and wronged, either on a personal or a collective level. Let Her strength guide and uplift you, in even the darkest of times. Because ever…

Hello Lovelies, and welcome back to the Cauldron! Have you always wanted to meditate, but get turned off by the idea of sitting still, in silence, and trying to “empty your mind”? Yeah, me too. Good news! Meditation is so much more than the narrow vision we’ve been led to believe. And, for a witch, meditation is an absolutely indispensable tool. In…

Hello Lovelies, and welcome back to the Cauldron! We’re hanging out with JC this episode! Sooooo there’s a lot to unpack with Jesus, hey? His name, his family, his words, his deeds have all been tied to a bunch of people spreading seeds of divisiveness, pain, and hatred. They’ve also been tied to people fighting hunger, poverty, and homelessness, s…

Hello Lovelies, and welcome back to the Cauldron! We’re talking knot magick this week! With nothing more than a piece of string and your intention, you can craft a powerful spell that is highly adaptable to any situation. Bonus: this is one spell that flies way under the radar in terms of visibility. Which means all you closet witches out there can…

Hello Lovelies, and welcome back to the Cauldron! This week I’m bringing you that grumpy sky grandpa–Saturn! Despite all the bad press Saturn usually gets, there are ways to work with him that are super fruitful. Ignoring the role that Saturn’s energy plays in your life can lead to suffering, but engaging with it in a healthy way is easier than you…

Hello Lovelies, and welcome back to the Cauldron! This week I’m bringing you an episode on the Archangel Michael! He’s arguably the most famous angel around. Sworn enemy of Satan, Angel of Mercy and Death, and a protector of all, Michael is a mighty spirit to work with. In this episode I share a bit about my unorthodox history with Michael, as well…

Hello Lovelies, and welcome back to the Cauldron! This short but sweet meditation is perfect when you’re navigating a challenging relationship that has run its course. Channeling the strength and compassion of the Archangel Michael, you will sever the energetic cord connecting you to whoever you’re ready to release, and send them on their path with…

Hello Lovelies, and welcome back to the Cauldron! This affirmation meditation is designed to help you embody the powerful, confident energy of Lilith. Fiercely authentic, firmly rooted in her truth, and deeply connected to her innate sensuality, Lilith is a force that exists within each of us. I hope you enjoy this meditation, and feel empowered to…

Hello Lovelies, and welcome back to the Cauldron! This week I’m bringing you an introduction to the dark Lady of femininity herself: Lilith! Often depicted as a demon, a child killer, a manipulator, or a wanton succubus out for D, Lilith is so much more than what a popular perspective has led us to believe. Her archetype occurs across nearly all cu…

Hello Lovelies, and welcome back to the Cauldron! This week I’m bringing you a semi-reboot episode on my main Divine squeeze–Hekate! Back in November of 2020, long before I started making YouTube videos or embarked on this wild (over a year-long!) traveling adventure, I released a podcast about Hekate, and how to work with her. So much has changed …

Hello Lovelies, and welcome back to the Cauldron! I loved making the energetics meditation for the Page of Wands and Sex Magick episode so much, I’ve decided to keep doing them! At least where it feels right, and oh my god it feels so right with Hekate. This meditation will take you into the Anima Mundi force in the center of the center of the eart…

Hello Lovelies! Time to gather around the cauldron again. This week I’m bringing you the last episode in a short series about sex magick! This has been a very challenging, exciting, and fun series to create. I know this is a topic I will return to again and again–if you have any specific questions, let me know! I’ll address them all in a future epi…

Hello Lovelies! Time to gather around the cauldron again. This week I’m bringing you the second (and a half) of a short series about sex magick! This topic is near and dear to my heart (as well as other parts, haha) and I want to do my part in demystifying what can be a pretty taboo topic. This installment was inspired by a conversation with a perv…

Hello Lovelies! Time to gather around the cauldron again. This is a lovely bonus episode in my short series about sex magick! This topic is near and dear to my heart (as well as other parts, haha) and I want to do my part in demystifying what can be a pretty taboo topic. Join me for a short but powerful meditation focused on getting you in touch wi…

Hello Lovelies! Time to gather around the cauldron again. This week I’m bringing you the second of a short series about sex magick! This topic is near and dear to my heart (as well as other parts, haha) and I want to do my part in demystifying what can be a pretty taboo topic. This second installment takes a look at my experiences with sex magick, …

Hello Lovelies! Time to gather around the cauldron again. This week I’m bringing you the first of a short series about sex magick! This topic is near and dear to my heart (as well as other parts, haha) and I want to do my part in demystifying what can be a pretty taboo topic. This first installment takes a look at the modern history of sex magick i…

Hello, lovelies! Welcome to the third and final installment of my Magick and Narcissism series. In the first episode, I looked at red flags that pop up in relationships with Narcissists. In the second episode I explored some spells you can use to help fortify you against getting wrapped up in a relationship with a narcissist. In this episode, I’ve …

If you haven’t already, check out my last episode How to Spot a Narcissist - Navigating Narcissism With Magick Part One. In this episode I do a quick recap of my understanding of what it means to be a narcissist, then I get into three very simple spells to help repel narcissists away from you! Narcissists are attracted to weak points, lowered self-…

Narcissism is a hot issue right now, and with good reason. When people speak out about behaviours that have negatively impacted their lives it empowers others to get real about their own experiences and seek help. I've dealt with people who have strong narcissistic traits my entire life, across all manner of relationships: family, romantic, friends…

Welcome back to The Cauldron for Part Two of my Christian Witch two-parter...or is it a series? We shall see....! In this episode I dive in to what it means to be a Christian Witch, from my perspective, and why these seemingly disparate elements go so well together. I look at what being a Christian means to me, what being a witch means to me, some …